When we met you had just woken up
Your eyes were soft from sleep
When you looked up
To meet me to
Something split inside this pale chest
Fuck
What a mess
Beating
Reeling
And it's as warm as warm as I'd I've ever been
Flushed
Dressed in feeling
Could you see it
Could you see
That I was seconds away from spilling everything
Moments away from telling you anything
And when you sat close to me
I swear to God I could barely breathe
Could you hear me
Now I want to write you songs
I want to send you books
Anything to make you listen
Make you look
Deeply
Towards me me
And I know that I hardly know you
But I want you
And it's not just a tease
And it's not just a taunt
There is gravity
In this body
That is seconds away from spilling everything
Moments away from telling you anything
To draw you in
And when I leave
When I go
I'm not your home
I know
I know
But still
There is a string between you and me
And it pulls my bones from across the sea
Can you feel it
Can you feel
That I am seconds away from spilling everything
Moments away from telling you anything
Seconds away from spilling everything
Moments away from telling you anything
To draw you in
To keep you in