Oh what a way To start the New Year I should've stayed, As long as I could here Cause I still feel your arms Wrapped around me I still feel your lips on mine In a smile I don't know why He doesn't care anymore It's hard to describe What he's done to my heart I look to his eyes They don't meet mine anymore And I don't understand What it was I was trying for What it was I was trying for It's hard to make sense Of all these goodbyes Hard not to believe That this is all there is to life In the dead of winter Still feel the heat Of my hand wrapped up in yours Walking those familiar streets I don't know why He doesn't care anymore It's hard to describe What he's done to my heart I look to his eyes They don't meet mine anymore And I don't understand What it was I was trying for What it was I was trying for