I heard the door But I felt like it was upside down So I stayed on the floor And soon enough they let her in Sarah, Sarah with the papers to sign She makes the plans and she wears the pants that I... I can't seem to find I keep dropping the pen She just wants it to end We write my name together It's pathetic but everything came down to whether or not I was rich She tells me it wasn't the money But I find it funny that losing my job is what toggled the switch She says it's painful to be in the house with me But never complained when she had half my salary She says that I have a problem with pills The real problem is all the credit card bills You take the house. you take the kids... the money... I took the pills because they were there And they even me out, make me act right No, I took the pills because I don't dare to be thinking about the mistake of my life She stone froze when I touched her face And I said, "How can they expect us to raise our own replacements? It's insane!" But nothing sounded right when it left my mouth She didn't say a word to try to pull me out She left me on a hotel floor to rot Alone with my lonely thoughts She tells the children that I ruined her life What kind of wife—what kind of human tells that to her children? About their father? Even if I did want to get better, why bother? You screw up just once —for one second ONE TIME and they won't let you ever forget it! Happiness will ruin your life if you let it You can bet on it