I felt you leaving In November After I drove up to see you I read between the thinning lines of texts And your busy weekends And I knew the truth But I asked you To give it to me straight But you underestimated me I know that boy Is so pretty With his New York sensibilities And I know you float On a tide of lusting users So you don't see how I could feed you Like all those youthful things But you underestimated me 'Cause I would provide for you (Maybe not in the fiscal sense) But I would provide for you (Baby, no more than just two kids) I mean I'd make a space For you to be The wonder you are to me The wonder you are for me The rare thing you are to see The best person you can be But now that you've blazed me Once again I won't be running back to Washington I won't be hoping that you'll understand I won't be begging you to choose My throat is tight; my heart is loose So I'll just remember How you made me forget The world all around me While the world still reminds me of you