I used to sneer I used to laugh At those who'd keep a gilded past Like a trophy in full view That no present could live up to But I fear I've become one of those Because of how tight I clutch your ghost Can't set my restless hands To a new craft Not when they'd rather Pick this scab The enormity Loss without end A scale I can't quite comprehend Like an ocean trench Abstract inches on maps Depicting depths of unimaginable black And my love I fear at last I've found the one thing I can't move past The light of day fades Fathoms overhead While this drags me down to the sea bed