Make my way through the valley of the stoned. Breathe in deep because there is no place quite like home. Going one going twice I'm a coward in disguise Hero to fuck up right before your eyes I'm a pretender and I'm a surrender so now you know Oh, I'm surrounded by ghosts I'm singing loudly in Kingston filling me with hope Or am I just the dead amongst live? Does it really fucking matter? Hold on survive Wind my way through the city, black and blue. I have scars proof of life. But I swear I see through you. Let me explain, with the pain come the hours wide awake. I get lost in my thoughts and decisions that I make. I'm a pretender and I'm a surrender so now you know If there was just some other way I'd live in sunshine everyday And I'd explain the silly things in my brain You're so smart and you're so strong and I believe you when you say I'm wrong So I'm packed and might show up on holidays. Oh, I'm surrounded by ghosts I'm singing loudly in Kingston filling me with hope Now I'm just the dead amongst live And it never fucking mattered Hold on survive.