I am amused by open wounds
I pick and pick until the scar sits
Beautifully there then I pick again
Years of experience
Unbearable ennui
I am a masochist and hedonist at heart
My arteries and my brain make that quite apparent
And if there's love
It got lost in my loneliness
And if there's love
It got lost somewhere along the way
Speaking of unfaithful ways,
Mistakes that I've made
My head hangs in shame for following the desires of being desired
Each moment is measured in heartbeats
And each piece of flesh that connects does not make me complete
May my mind settle down
My demons are speaking too loud
I am my worst enemy
(I've lost myself since I've lost you,
I've lost myself)
I am my worst enemy
(I've lost myself, I've lost myself)
Cauterize the scars I've caused you
And realize that I am nothing more than a tragic experience
You should always regret but never forget
I hurt everyone around me
I am amused by open wounds
I pick and pick until the scar sits
Beautifully there, then I pick again
Years of experience
Unbearable ennui
I am a masochist and hedonist at heart
My arteries and my brain make that quite apparent
And if there's love
It got lost in my loneliness
And if there's love
It got lost somewhere along the way
All these dreams in my head make me wish I was dead
So put a gun to my head
I just want to forget
Underneath my skin lies a skeleton
I've been dying to hang inside my closet