When I was a little altar boy I swear it gave me so much joy I could really feel that amazing grace Now I don't know what is right I have lost my guiding light And I can't seem to find any peace of mind 'Cause if there is a God If he's around he don't want to say It's just a guessing game A guessing game I don't want to play I know I might be wrong If I am wrong will have to pay All my days... It's so hard, living on the human world It's so hard, all on your own I don't know, I want to believe But it's so hard, it's so hard Well have you heard it said That heaven's only in your head If you never find it in this life Keep coming back until you get it right But who can say Who can say the fate of human kind It's just like a picture It's like a picture painted by a blind man They say that every man is free I just don't see... It's so hard, living on a human world It's so hard, all on your own I don't know, I want to believe But it's so hard, so hard So Hard