You ruined me Your shadow still haunts my dreams Cure me of this disease Erase you from my memory My skies are grey Ill reminisce on my better days Wish I could forget your name Maybe then you'd fade away Cut my own hands off In the hopes of letting go Cut my own hands off In the hopes of letting go I'm a fucking mess Leave the past behind and forget me You ruined me I'm still struggling to breathe Cure me of this disease Erase you from my memory I've been replaced I can't fill all the empty space Wish I could forget your face Maybe then you'd fade away Trapped in a house of mirrors I can't escape your reflection I'll try to see this clearer How are you okay? Two years down the fucking drain My efforts gone to waste How are you okay? I've never felt this pain And now I'm left with this bad taste You were the ground below my feet I've been free falling for weeks There's an empty space in the passenger seat The smell has faded from my sheets What I'd give to wake up and hear you breathe deep What I'd give to wake up from this awful dream