I'm sick of feeling stuck in my head We were interwoven, you tore out our thread Your phantom is burned into my eyelids And is imbued with blood I've bled I know that I was never what you wanted of me And when you left you took out the key That unlocked my self doubt and insecurity And what hurts most is that everything I held close Slipped through the cracks in my fingers You broke my heart to its fucking core But I did the same to you the year before And I don't hate you for what you did to me I guess we were just never meant to be I need to start thinking of you in the past tense But life with you was the only thing that I had that made sense And in the end I thought you still loved me Closed my eyes to cracks beneath The reflections of myself don't show who I wanted to be And at the end of all of this I have to admit A part of me is still in love with you There is a fragment of me That I lost in you And its tearing me apart