As I stare into the eyes of a pill laid on the counter
I wonder if it's enough to counteract my anger
And numb me to the centre of the frozen lake that lies inside my heart
I slip back into the dark in search for light to spark
I fall too deep to let it out
Screaming till my lungs give out
Scrape the skin from my bare feet
Trying to get where I can't reach
I can't give up
The snare I set around my own neck
Has a death grip and I can't reject the comfort of
Self-deprecation I wake with the aching
When will it take me?
Let this go
While you still can
Cause I've already been
Now I'm just picking up your pieces
But that's nothing new
Soon I'll be secluded
I don't need you to get me through this
Burry me deeper and deeper
As my eyelids slip back across my eyes
A fever rushes over me and I peer at my disguise
Intoxication chorus sings, and I'll bite the curb when I see fit to
My shaking hands know better as they bring it to my lips
And shovel a fist of powder sickness to cover up my twitch
The rattling cage inside my head
I know there's a better way to live
The mirrored image
I've come too far to let this all end in vain
I'm struggling to find anything
To keep my crooked head twisted straight
And keep my mind off death
Let this go
While you still can
Cause I've already been
Now I'm just picking up your pieces
But that's nothing new
Soon I'll be secluded
I don't need you to get me through this
Burry me deeper and deeper
To make it through the waves I risk the sun and the moon
To see the stars shine through
Be by my side
I'll be the place where you can hide