What am I running from?
I'm just wishing for an end to this
Someone shake my hollow frame
I can't keep my mouth above the waves
How can I reject what I've been craving all along?
I guess I thought things would be different
I'm losing all my confidence
Living through this nightmare phase, contemplating everything
Will the choices that I made make me stand as a better man?
Will I cave and crush my heart, or drown myself alone in the dark?
It's all I want and now I'm falling fast
I just want to make this last
Take a stop at the hospital, tell me everything's fine
There's this constant reminder I won't be alright
Can I dream of my funeral so I wake up alive this time?
Don't let my heart leave me behind
I can't keep my focus when I let the stress get to my head
Can you carry me away?
I feel much too close to death
And every time I try to close my eyes, I'm haunted
I can't sleep - Exhausted
This feeling of weakness takes a hold and won't let go
My lungs begin to fill with smoke
I cower at the thought of failing, and pray for my extinction
Take a stop at the hospital, tell me everything's fine
There's this constant reminder I won't be alright
Can I dream of my funeral so I wake up alive this time?
Don't let my heart leave me behind
This condition I leave myself in is destitution with no resolution
And I fight the feeling - I can't control it
It's all or nothing, and I allow myself to wilt
I won't deny it, I built my foundation around this pain
It's whats made me who I am
All the faults and mistakes shape our hollow existence
It's whats made me who I am
All the faults and mistakes shape our hollow existence