I know I'm flawed Why would I beg you to look at me Who would die for a cause Can we grow or are things set to be I have Contributed to things I hate Leave this world a better place Sorry for the people I let down I wear judas's tarnished crown The constant battle against the selfishness of Flesh. Working towards growth And putting shame to death Tears Running down my cheeks I feel like a freak How will this end Ruminations on my sins I am the demon I hate Brainstorming my end fate Admit you when you fuck Don't count dumb luck The constant battle against the selfishness of flesh. Working towards growth And putting shame to death