Pressure building up, it won't stop
At war in my mind
Feel the desire to grow stronger
Losing grip, losing time
I'll wave the flag another day
I can't keep this up, there's gotta be another way
Pull it together to maintain
Peace of mind seems so far away
Bear it all, with what to gain
See thru my pain
SEE THRU MY PAIN
Watch myself survive, sustain
At the end of the rope at my wits end, I have a mind to survive
Turn my back on myself every single day, how am I still alive
Powerless, devoid of hope, inching closer and closer to death
Another day gone, I struggle to hold on
Feel like I got nothing left
Face to face, eye to eye
Always continue to justify
To let life pass, succumb to doubt
Always up against the odds
Can't pull myself out
Running away from the person I was, a struggle to keep it all up
I want to grow stronger
I have to be stronger
Pull it together to maintain
Peace of mind seems so far away
Bear it all, with what to gain
See thru my pain
SEE THRU MY PAIN
Watch myself survive, sustain
I'm a fucked up, scorned motherfucker
If you hate me, I have news for you
So do I
Gotta push through
I'm my worst enemy
As life leaves me behind