You never knew my misery
Pretended to be blind to me
Drowning in agony
So go ahead
Warm his bed
Leave me out of your head
I'll hold my breath
As the thought of you consumes me
I'm sick
Yeah, I'm sick
But there is no cure
This anguish and suffering
Has left me impure
I've clawed at my skin
While the thought flows throughout
Each vein within
Now I can't get you out
Get out
Go away
I need to find a way to drown all this pain
But I see him touch you
The image is ingrained
Words still mean everything
And it took a flame to illuminate
The warning signs and all their meaning
Just go away
And take him with you
I don't care where you go
Or what it is that you do
If you're starved for affection
Then do as you must
Just quit burning my eyes
With your filthy perfection
I know that we could never work
And I know that those were my words
So why should I be subjected
To your utter painlessness
You said you didn't want to burn our bridge
So tell me, did the match light itself?
Cast aside
For the sake of keeping you
I was willing to comply
Convince myself you were right
In everything I let you do
I kept the hurt suppressed
Gave you my best and kept the rest
But come curtain call
There was only room
For one of us to be depressed
You can lie to me
Try to delude and mask your vanity
But you can't obscure
Your toxic personality