Never comfortable in this skin
Never too thin (never too thin)
Met with a daily routine
Conscious, repulsed by what I see
I'm not who I want to be
Confined in a revolting body
Obsessed with these imperfections
Unrealistic expectations
Fixated on fixing myself
Without healthy limitation
Strung out with
The scale as my drug
Don't worry if I break
Just sweep my pieces under the rug
My reflection's distorted
No matter what, I feel disproportioned
Fueled by dysmorphic visions
It's still a personal decision
So if my eyes offer only skewed views
Tell me, why is my perception of myself misconstrued?
I feel I won't be content until my bones protrude
Never comfortable in this skin
Never too thin (never too thin)
Met with a daily routine
Conscious, repulsed by what I see
I'm not who I want to be
Confined in a revolting body
It's worth the try
To rid of what I wish I wasn't
'Cause puke comes off
Even if the weight doesn't
I strive to mold this frame until I'm content
But nothing works, I just resent
Neither you or I could help what I see
So why bother trying to fix me?
Starving for a better image
In a race I'll never finish
Disregarding my own safety
Is it alright if it's all for me?
'Cause I swear I'd never fucking eat again
If it meant that I could see myself
And feel at ease within