For all my life I have wanted to step out of this skin And forget all I know It escapes me Within the throes of self I drown out Amongst an endless string of variables That now will collide in an instant Embraced by the world with its cold disinterest Why should I attempt to reconcile When I exist only through resentment I know, I know how this ends Alone And still I lament against a lifetime of bearing this fucking regret From every mistake that I've made And this debt that I owe it is too immense to ever repay To fucking repay We're fucked either way We're fucked either way You're fucked The depth of deceit Now enveloping me And twisting the blade once again but there's Nothing left to bleed Rot I know it's selfish Rejecting the blame though it's mine I know it's selfish But I'm leaving you all behind I know it's selfish Rejecting the blame though it's mine I know it's selfish But I'm leaving you all behind Rot inside this hole with baited breath I wait to hear you speak I remain enthralled inside the boundless grasp of consequence I failed you I failed you I failed you I failed you Punishment is all that awaits us now It's all that awaits us now