Trying to get high like my idols Trying to get high for survival And when i die dont make me viral So in your eyes ill stay humble Unmarked grave with some flowers on it Poppies cut into xanax Into drugs I dont fuck with that shit Stole to many parents from their kids I've got problems and they dont mean shit I hardly even noticed when i started depending On the drugs to sleep I hardly even noticed when i started pretending Your love still calls to me Evil me oh yeah i know I'm nothing more than flesh and a mess of chemicals Evil home sterio i still think your broke I hardly even noticed when i started depending On the drugs to sleep I hardly even noticed when i started pretending Your love still calls to me Who would want to be such a control freak Who would want to be such an asshole I'll be alright and i open my eyes I'm gonna wake up from this dream I'll be just fine I'm not dead I'm just waiting for someone to listen I'm all up in my head So fucking stuck in this prison