Sometimes i feel like theres a thousand versions of myself A thousand different people A thousand different hells Why do i only feel things in extremes Its either everything or absolutely nothing I feel my mind corrode and i just wanna know Does life get better from here or am i doomed to choke I dont know what its like to feel like myself I feel like a living reflection of somebody else My mind is broken and im grasping for sanity Im hardly human Trapped eternally in agony I see no future Cant find my grip through the smoke This haze has become all that i know as home Birthed into sleep Comatose I cant see past these psychotic overtones Is my mind collapsing How would i know Is there a point in asking what made me like this So wheel me through the gates of this hell The blinding lights paralyze I cant believe this is my life Doctor stay away from me Im not crazy i just need a bit of sleep Doctor please send me home Doctor i swear theres nothing wrong Doctor stay away from me