Were there indeed two powers in heaven?
And you were let in?
Or some say it came to you
In a vision bright
Then i was let in the gates
In the coma of life
I jumped into sky's reflection
And drowned in the ocean of light
The blessed was clearly somewhat blind
Cause i won't stand a day...
And the girl in white said: 'if there is no god
'Then life indeed has no meaning'
And i thank for every day, every time i wake up
In the godly blessing of the perfect life!
(And now i want to) thank you for releasing
Me from the sheol of abaddon and giving me a shelter
I thank you, i seek you as sure as the dawn you
Appear (as perfect light)
But the dawn is anxious, anywhen but now. bitting
Fingers, pukes in his hands and all around
Anxious of the dusk. there where i was standing
And im standing somewhere among the holy ones
Between gags of pain still i give my thanks
I won't stop although i'm already dead inside
Did they know? are the entrail proper proof of me
Not feeling blessed enough?