A means to an end
Not an end in itself
In order to stay true
You need to love yourself
A pledge you take
A pledge you take Life long commitment
Community focused
On self improvement
This is what going to take
To avoid a life chock full of mistakes
Keeping a clean fucking mind
Can't go back to a life dominated by panic this life should be mine
Shoulda been more quick
To give up this schtick
Destroying my life
And fucking making me sick
It was so fucking debilitating
The fact I kept going back to it is so frustrating
This is what going to take
To avoid a life chock full of mistakes
Keeping a clean fucking mind
Can't go back to a life of panic
This life should be mine
There are so many years that I have lost
Dry heaving daily knowing my life was fucking gone
Fight or flight engaged for days
Not knowing when it'll stop just wanting it all to fade away
Straight edge
A choice between life or death
Bliss or pain
Functioning or misery
Straight edge
My fucking salvation
Once I am free from this
I won't fall prey to my inclination
Again
A means to an end
Not an end in itself
In order to stay true
You need to love yourself
A pledge you take
Life long commitment
Community focused
On self improvement