Panic driven What kind of depression do we live in? Is yours different to mine? To what realm are you confined? Because I swear they say we're all the same. But I feel like it's them I have to blame Tell me, do you feel it too? Like your mind goes blank Black and Blue Mentally unstable I wish I could change I wish I was able But nothing feels the same As it did, once before When life had meaning And I wasn't searching for Sense of feeling