Dear diary, what have I done? Am I trippin' or am I alive? Once I've decided I've got stories to tell No way in hell was that just another motherfuckin' dream Doesn't matter 'cause I already know how it feels to (wake up with!) Yeah, body like a roadmap of pain Oh yeah, my mind like a landfill of shame So tie my rope one more time ♪ Dear diary, had I known what I told you last night I would've never walked there to start another fight Banging my head on concrete wall while knockin' on wood Thinking it that's gonna do any good when I (wake up with!) Yeah, body like a roadmap of pain That's right, mind like a landfill of shame (Tie my rope!) ♪ Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn Shoot me twice but I'm not going down I will climb the rope you tied for me Beat me up while I'm still alive! ♪ Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn Shoot me twice but I'm not going down I will climb the rope you tied for me Beat me up while I'm still alive! Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn Shoot me twice but I'm not going down I will climb the rope you tied for me Beat me up while I'm still alive!