Flashback from the night before Was it the other day? I couldn't say It's all coming in pieces But before you know they just fade away Goddamn! What did you hear, what'd I do? Where did I go and how'd I get there? I know I'm too far gone A deadbeat, a travesty, so what's my next strategy? ♪ Fuck me, there's blood on my hands That's nothing new but now they're shaking too Everything's soaked in sweat Here comes the, "forgive and forget" Who should I forgive? Forget the plan I really don't give a damn Just need my fix, I'm dying So break out the bottle and stop crying And the calm washes over My soul drying my tears Under the grass and clover A new sense of hope appears ♪ (Choking!) breathing exhaust Hard to keep an even keel (Shot!) boiling mercury It burns so bad yet I can't feel ♪ (Choking!) breathing exhaust Hard to keep an even keel (Sweating!) boiling mercury It burns so bad yet I can't feel (Walking!) in a mine field Tired of keeping my eyes peeled (Shot!) to hell and fried No heaven, evermore denied ♪ And the calm washes over My soul drying my tears Under the grass and clover A new sense of hope appears