Born only to be an extension of you And forced to live someone else's life Feeling like I never had the option Because bloods thicker than water, right? Tried to stand up straight Tried to look content "Don't forget your manners Wipe those tears from your face Don't you embarrass me again" I felt your venom in sickeningly sweet tones Your disapproving gaze leaving scars on my skin again Like roadmaps leading to who I could never be No one that could ever make you happy Am I pretty enough? Do you love me now? Am I smart enough? Do you love me now Look at me and tell me straight Do you love me now? I felt your venom in sickeningly sweet tones Your disapproving gaze leaving scars on my skin again Like roadmaps leading to who I could never be No one that could ever make you happy You're admiring your reflection In shattered mirrors Though broken lenses I've killed myself to survive And laid awake countless nights Carrying the weight of this sorrow All I ever wanted was your love But now understand that you can't give what you never had I want you to look me in my eyes and tell me if you love me now Your baby girl grown into a beautiful disaster You'll blame anything else Except for yourself For this pain that you've given me Its not my fault, it never was my fault Take a good look at yourself