There are things that I'm not dealing with And I put it deep So I don't stop and think That maybe, that maybe I'm wrong I ignored all the signs And all the times that you tried to reach out I put you off and took you for granted I wish I could still see you standing A fighter A velvet hammer No complaints But It didn't matter His eyes looked just like mine As we watched her light die Let me feel it I've been here before Let me feel it Picked up my phone a day too late The struggle that you faced Had pickеd up its pace Those halls looked too familiar Intеrnally I shut down Tried to block it out Tried to block it out Tried to block it out Until now No reply by the time By the time I got my Priorities in line No reply Flatline I'm a selfish weak hypocrite I've learned nothing from loss Callused once again Callused once again So I don't have to feel it Callused once again Please let me feel it now