So now I'm standing - I'm standing all alone- since you decided to leave No more talking - no more beauty around me. Since you left me, all seems senseless and empty Exhausted I fall asleep on my wet pillow And my tears can't fill the hole you left behind You took it all when you left- as you left Life wasn't always fine- sure there were hard times. But we both could have coped with it Now I can see the decay you left behind- at me and in me I feel it every day, the loss and the decay In my mind - I see you smiling, laughing, crying- living In my mind - I see your beauty everyday I close my eyes and I see you- when will this nightmare end? I want to wake- the night is so cold Words can't express the pain