So burned out and so hollow Emptiness is all that I feel So easy to point out the others' mistakes And so dishonest with myself Doubts are all that is left in me They're growing steadily Everything is moving But I seem to be stuck forever The illusion to be happy just collapesed again And all the mechanisms I've created fail I am smiling but inside I cry I am laughing but inside I burst with rage I wonder why I do the same mistake Over and over again Almost sure I'll do it I could change everything surrounding me To build another reality Too weak to change my desire Too smart to fall for my own lies And so I keep consuming Trying desperately to fill myself