I can't escape this state of mind It always stays the same, I fail to believe Because nothing ever works out like it should I try to believe in your words But deep inside it eats away Deep inside it eats me away So I've learned I've learned not to trust It doesn't come so easily It doesn't come easy anymore So I've learned Every time you see so confident And every time you reassure me Trust me now and I want to believe Trust me now and I still want to believe I know its good intentions But it always ends the same way Trust me now and I want to believe Trust me now and I still want to believe Now I take it on Now I take too much on myself Every time you seem so confident And every time you reassure me Trust me now and I want to believe Trust me now and I still want to believe I still want to believe you This state of mind holding me back