Riddled with this self-destructive disease Drawn to morbid acts with shocking degrees It starts with gnawing The lips and the fingers Feelings of euphoria and pain complement One another, satisfaction is discovered Curiosity Furthers activity Finger nails slipping off the skin Pus and blood can't even hold them in Bleeding from the lips and the gums nothing will stop me from harboring This hate of the life I was born into; it haunts me Progression towards a new level of violent tendencies Slamming head into wall, I can feel my cracked skull bleed My genes: tainted with an evil So mean, there exists no equal Unseen, untreated disorder Make clean this atrocious harbor Dark, vivid nightmares Haunt my life, fill the air As the brushes empty buckets Sharpened knives will have to cut it Bring to life nightmares Captivate and ensnare Bleeding out and rusting This body is disgusting Time too start entrusting My life to this pathology Pursuits to return my spirit back Flinging my defunct corpse onto the track Iron grinding my face into the ground What a blissful sensation; what a sound Eyeballs, organs, and teeth flying all around Feelings of joy and ecstasy abound Dark, vivid nightmares Haunt my life, fill the air Joy found in anguish A salacious affair Bring to life nightmares Captivate and ensnare Join me in hell Guarantee you will find me there