Horrid visions undefined Painted vivid in my mind Deathly and surreal Nightmares turn corporeal Skin flayed and laid out flat Nightmares will take their turns Fleshless and searing My body lies charred and burning Consciousness drifting Reality is fading Anxiety takes control Autonomy degrading Tormented and trapped In this existence To my knees I drop with no resistance Life-like dreams of violence Mutilating myself Tearing back my cheeks Pulling my own teeth Disfigured underneath Endlessly these dreams repeat Now my true reality