I wake up and I make up my mind coz I know that I messed up all things that I left behind I reach out and I make up things that I don't know why I don't know what to make of this There a lot of late nights I reached out And now I clean out And I rather be by myself Cause of everything I gave up for you And I don't know why I don't know why I think about all the things I don't know, don't know to say Don't know why I can't break anything that you can't mend Now I don't know what I'm going to do without it and I'm Reading out loud in my messed up mind I'm cleaning out And I'll I'll reach you And I'll get through And I make up so many thoughts And I don't know much And I don't know much And I don't know how to rule this out Mm-mh-mh Yeah-yea-yeah I don't know why I can't make up these things And I don't know why I am far from home And I'm, And I'm, I'm a get you, And I'm I'm a real love I'm a real love, babe I'm a real love And I don't know what I am And I'll get drunk And I don't know why I can ever leave you With With nothing With nothing With nothing yeah of my mind Hey-ya, And I'm a get drunk Oh-oh yeah