Diving deep in this afterglow I will never ease my pain There's the way to frustrate my world With the crying of the rain Drinking in my depressive room I am thrown with no choice There's the way to aggravate my doom With the sound of your voice Fly to your redemption through my eyes I try to save myself in lies I try to drown my mind in wine To say goodbye... "Listen to your crazy heart!" I still hear these words inside I look around but no one is near To inflame my inner light Echoes of silence of the night Slowly turn into the groan Where are you when I drown in blight? I am dying here alone I try to forget the scent of your body And shining of your eyes I try to engrave this damned "afterparty" Within self-promised lies I try to forget... Fly to your redemption through my eyes I try to save myself in lies I try to drown my mind in wine To say goodbye...