Waitin' It's so much time I'm waitin' You don't respond While I'm right here tryin' to call Stayed awake Tryin' to stop myself drinkin' The ceiling burns In this cold sunrise halflight "Um, When you hear this message please, Please, Please call me back. This time I'm really going to change, Trust me." I have lost my lifeblood I I am drownin' Drownin' in a rushing river with no escape Why do you not hear my screams? I still make mistakes It's hard to change now And we're far away Then it's time to rise to the surface I know you're waiting for me now Loneliness Is my blame And I'm walkin' Walkin' in the darkness of an endless night Is the dawn still there? Emptiness Inside me I I killed your heart And I wasted my life with my deepest sin Will I ever rise again?