I apologize if I don't seem like I'm here
Been high for like a year
Seeing everything unclear
Laugh in my face when I tell you how I feel
You don't have to think it's real
Please just give me time to heal
Decisions all up to my brain
Who I'm gonna be today
Everlasting type of change
Every time it ends with pain
Life is like a mystery
But I don't really wanna see
I'd rather die honestly
I don't want you to follow me
I can't eat
I can't sleep
This life feels sickening
I don't dream
Entities live in me they're whispering
Fucked up things
Baby please tell me that you're listening
Everything I believed lost life right in front of me
I apologize if I don't seem like I'm here
Been high for like a year
Seeing everything unclear
Laugh in my face when I tell you how I feel
You don't have to think it's real
Please just give me time to heal
(Give me time to heal)