I don't know why (I don't know why) I love the ache inside (inside my mind) And I don't know how To stop breaking down, down, down I need it, forever It kills me to get better I'll crave this, forever I don't want to get better, no I don't know why (I don't know why) I love the pain inside (inside your eyes) And I don't know how To stop falling down, down, down I need it, forever It kills me to get better I'll crave this, forever I don't want to get better, no I love the pain when I fall down This feeling when I hit the ground The iron taste inside my mouth When I get lost, I won't be found I need the pain inside my brain 'Cause feeling numb drives me insane Drowned in sickness and pain The agony swallowed again I need it, I need It I need it, forever It kills me to get better I'll crave this, forever I don't want to get better, no Drowned in sickness and pain The agony swallowed again I need it, I need It