A constant pelting of venom Grieving of Athena A constant spiral into the depths Everything was gold in moments I forget Coursing misery bleeds my veins dry Crushing urges that peel my eyelids behind my face I lost myself more every day Siphoning memories; I claw into my cave When does it stop hurting so much? When does it stop hurting so much? If only my loved ones wouldn't grieve And pour out sapphire tears at my grave I lost myself more each morning I woke up alive