O, Lavender Calligraphy You who exist behind every letter A faint voice, if I listen What, what was your name again? Here's the flower I picked (I'm sorry) That I pressed in the pages before O, god, those weren't the things that I meant Filled with prayers that she made (Resentment) That I locked away deep in the drawer It was you who said that I'd be dead Oh she made her mistakes Silhouette of a phantom I know ♪ "Son, you know that you're going to hell" Distant voice of a girl who once ran from her father Looking back now I know, it was fear Loss again - an explosion, a match I live on that day I live in that room Folding quilts and avoiding her eyes Dead regret, chitin shell underground ♪ Inside the dresser That was there far before I could stand Your molded letter Folded there in a drawer left unsent "I love you forever I like you for always For as long as you're with me." What was your name again?