For darkness fills thy soul with such anguish such pain I lack understanding of my torment To die is my only salvation From this life this emptiness I long for solitude But my heart is black Black with hate and a feeling of loss Save me I call to you for you are the darkness My only happiness my only love I dream of the shadows as they fill me with life Why can't this be so a dream so far So very far away this ache is so strong "As you departed so did my soul In the place that you once lay Is an emptiness filled by pain Your spring sent once so sweet Now leaves me with a bitter smell The tranquillity that once consumed me Is now over come by loss in this garden I become stone as a dream of beauty and desire is lost. . ." Why am I so alone I can't feel this way I? m so alone can't you wont you take me away. . . Take me make me yours Soothe me the way only you could I live in vain for without you I am nothing Sweet darkness take me into your shadows Tears they fall as the night it calls Help me find my self I don't know who I am In this garden I become stone As a dream of beauty and desire is lost. . .