My head in the dirt grave stoned
Closing the door on my own
How many other solo
Cuz this ain't home
When I'm alone
Staring at a blank wall
She telling me fuck off
I'm not sure what she means
But maybe it's my fault
I'm itching my dry head
I lay in my damp bed
I'm losing my hyrdo
From all of this night dread
Looking at myself to find you
The hazel color iris turned blue
Never met the man they call you
Reflecting won't help when you're see through
I'm waking this morning I can't breathe the air in my nose
I'm waking up feeling like my brain just came out the froze
My body is aching my mind running off and it shows
But that's how it goes
When you're alone
Staring at a new check
Is it my time yet
You know that the money
Makes everything funny
All of em laughing
What the fuck happened
Is someone telling a joke
Or is it right at me
Looking at myself to find you
The hazel color iris turned blue
Never met the man they call you
Reflecting won't help when you're see through