Once I made a promise to someone I will break it in a short moment Either I will forget about it Or when my brain shut itself off I don't do it on purpose it just they Trusted the wrong person for it They will never forgive me Once they find out about it They will be mad or sad at me Stomping on my rotting corpse Since making promises doesnt really work I need to do my absolute best to not Hurt someone that I'm trying to fucking help Putting my health first is not an option Depression is such a deadly toxin I'm tired of helping myself Made no progress Why the fuck am I even doing anymore I want to fulfill What you wanted me to do You trusted me You needed it me And I wasn't there