How am I a million miles away I still smell your stench Abuse my mind with things so unkind I let loose, loose It's just a part of everythin' I sing 'Til I bleed at the gums I disappoint with every movement I'd hate to spare these lungs another breath Save me (save me), forgive me (forgive me) Pray for an ascendin' exaltation We'll build this, a new world One that comes with a free toy I've been livin' sin Like I live in sin Like a livin' dead boy It's hard to choke myself when I'm loosin' help I need a new devil in the details I've been tryin' my best to undermine expectations you held against me I've been boilin' the babies of enemies just to taste the envy I'm losin' my mind I'm losin' faith for the last time I'm losin' my mind