And so I wake up Believing my own head Is now against me The words that passed my lips Were never meant For you to hear And now I'm sorry I've said enough, I've lost control Again Will it ever stop? Can I find a place Where I control myself? Is it over now? Do I have what it takes, To be in control? I've made it clear I need to help myself Before I try to mend you This is real, my vision is nothing Action speak louder than words I hate my normal state My incoherent distorted face Incomplete My head is filled with thoughts I need to speak I've said enough, I've lost control again