When I'm in this state of mind I'm wishing I am blind Sometimes life is more than pain to me I feel the power of my grief Death would be such a relief All the secrets that I hide Would die with me Depression is my only friend. Will this torture never end? Let me carry on to the dreamers' sky I keep crying in my dreams. Can you hear my endless screams? When I fade away I fade, away. This fluid on my cheek, it drains me, I get weak. My heart is cold and bleak. Black blood, black tears. Life is just a masquerade. In dept to myself but I can't pay Soon I'll call it all a day, away. I've never felt what you call guilt I still believe "do what thou wilt" My sorrow will destroy the world I've built This fluid on my cheek It drains me, I get weak My heart is cold and bleak. Black blood, black tears