I, don't know where to begin With this story of mine A total, eclipse, that draws me in Try to blossom, instead I burn My life is, the second best Don't even try to rest I change, into something worse Stays forever more, I try to see the light Oh I hate my shadow I, tear myself apart for days Have no reason to protect my putrid soul Fade, away, with the light from ashes Crawling back into my shell My life is, the second best Don't even try to rest I change, into something worse Stays forever more, I try to see the light Oh how I hate my shadow I, have, no fear, I'm not afraid to die Never will be free, chain of hatred tightens All slips away, broken hands of life My life is, the second best Don't even try to rest I change, into something worse Stays forever more, I try to see the light Oh how I hate my shadow I change, into something worse Stays forever more, I try to see the light My shadow stops me