Used to be cool I used to be very cool Save for the acid wash No regrets Not a one Then everything changed My face has been rearranged I don't look like anyone At least not like that Anymore All of the things I thought that might have been Have washed away like winter in the wind on skin It disappears It keeps me up at night I can't really concentrate So maybe I'll lie awake "Where will you go? When will you let us know?" Her patience is permanent But the wait Can grow dark A terror of leaves A whirlwind of pleasantries In search of those question marks I will write What I find Nothing but vagaries and camouflage Leaky boats and pictures of the way we were When we were young And bad at being good With you I would go anywhere A fraction of the fictions we were sold were true It's me and you from here on out tonight We'll dine in on goldenrod And work out this paradox 'Cause here in the multiverse You can be anything you want If patterns can be reversed Why would you wait when you can find? A new way to run around Energy fields of sound Colors exploding bright These feelings I used to have to fight There is no easy way To say what I need to say Rather than stuff it down I choose to tear the whole thing out