I was an anxious child Timorous and so wild Buried in CRT And buried in me Somehow it got locked in Caught in this awkward skin Spasms of entropy Look at me I can't stop you now Nothing ever changes And I can't talk you down T-t-time to call the temper tamper God-damn cortisol Botching up the system Where's my wherewithal? ♪ Darken the hand I hide Buried inside of my Jubilant elegies Look at me I can't stop you now Tiny re-arranger But I won't disavow Distance growing in between us Maybe cat and cow Alleviate the anguish But I'm still stuck for now ♪ Each anniversary is starting to feel anything but Seems like catastrophe is where my heart is home A shot of ecstasy to cure the pain of simply being Each anniversary, a darkness all its own I can't stop you now Living in estrangement A song of "show me how" T-t-temporary education Ghost World caterwaul Perpetual erasure An impulse to enthrall ♪ I was an anxious child Just look at me now