I'm on the verge of some big shit
I was derailed by the
Liquor and Mary
Jane
Swear that I got addicted
Sobriety felt like moonwalking
Through hell dog
Back then my life was so twisted
I had a couple of nights if I didn't have
My fam
I was thinking bout ending it
This life is confusing
This film ain't established
A premise yet
I remember when crackers would yell out the window
Like please get the fuck off the premises
Now I see crackers
In front of me me while I'm on stage
Tryna finish my sentences
Ha
Hold up
Had to let this bitch breath
For a moment
For a minute man
I still got a few tricks up my sleeve
It's some old homies that's been acting funny
I still got some resentment in me
I remember the missions a million
And they'll never it
They didn't believe
Either you spending money or time
In this world ain't nothing free
In this world everyone bitter out something
Ain't shit sweet
Everything ain't straight
Sometimes
Shit creased
Walking a lonely road
Tryna find my peace
Want to heal my soul
Tryna fill my needs
I just want to grow
Before I plant my seeds
Tryna save my soul
Love is all I need
I'm just tryna grow
Before I plant my seeds
Clear the snakes
And weeds
Lay the soil and the feed
I just want to grow before I plant my seed
I been lost before
I fell to my knees
Had to ask god please
Didn't know if he listened to me
I feel all alone
No one on my team
I just want to grow
Before I plant my seeds