Pick it up pick it up and start again You got a second chance, you could go home Escape it all it's just irrelevant It's just medicine, it's just medicine You could still be, what you want to What you said you were, when I met you Yeah. At times I don't know where I'm going I'm stuck looking back at where I've been All these friends who say they supported you Suddenly vanished with the wind When you got nothing to lose, and expected to lose Who do you look to then When everybody wants something Who can you really call a friend Late night stressing cuz I'm guessing Can happiness ever last Cuz there's times, it's really here But remains inside the past I've given everything I got But I always seem to crash If life really gives you lessons Then I'm failing the class Damn, so let me start again I've been losing this sight again Been running close to empty Don't think I can start this car again It's hard to achieve, where no one sees you succeed I sever ties with the closest ones who never believe I've been broken down to pieces over a silly dream Loved how my heart was ripped out for believing in me Just a mic and a pen, and all the places I've been I dont regret where I am But can we start again Pick it up, pick it all up, and start again You got a second chance, you could go home Escape it all, it's just irrelevant What's meant to be isn't meant to be Just everything we let happen Been trapped inside our memories The nights we stayed up laughing I'm acting like I'm fine, as if none of this ever happened Like my body shield with armor but inside I'm just collapsing I know that You've moved on, and thats fine cuz so have I But sometimes you reminisce of the feelings we made alive And all those moments where you call me up at 3 in the morning Can't tell you why I'm not folding Am I provoking emotions Was I wrong to try And save the thing I thought that we had Or was I crazy to believe that we could piece it all back Like broken mirrors, I don't think that we could see through the cracks We could do this all again, I know I take this all back So tell me, was it worth it With all the lies and the games All the fights and the name calling Im sorry to say, that these words aren't meant for you But for me to ease the pain Cuz sometimes you do feel better When you walk in the rain Pick it up, pick it all up, and start again You got a second chance, you could go home. escape it all, its just irrelevant Those moments when you realize all the friends that you lost Pursuing happiness but losing it, the feelings so lost When you're over thinking every night and you just want it to stop Endlessly falling forever, and i dont want to be cut I know I said it was for the best and while I'm filled with regret I've been losing pieces of myself I don't know how much is left I don't want to ever clean up this room, cuz I'd be the only mess left Yeah, I'm still cleaning up my thoughts And you're the only thought left Lets Start Again It's just medicine, it's just medicine You could still be what u want to What you said you were When I met you