We dead in truths where we were born It was high school when I thought I'd end up alone It was okay, I liked it that way I hope that one day I'd get used to what people say ♪ Why am I alive? Why am I leaving, but not allowed to say goodbye? I know He will lead me beside the still waters But why do I have to seek things I couldn't have? ♪ There are so many things I haven't tried Time passed in a blink of an eye I feel like I'm gonna cry They always thought that I was strong enough to fly Why am I alive? Why am I leaving, but not allowed to say goodbye? I know He will lead me beside the still waters But why do I have to seek things I couldn't have? And I was broken 'Cause of my own mistakes And my mistakes were too heavy to bear Now I am stronger 'Cause of my mistakes Why am I alive? Why am I leaving, but not allowed to say goodbye? I know He will lead me beside the still waters But why do I have to seek things I couldn't have? Why do I have to seek things I couldn't have?